ABout me
i am a giant confused gremlin
Commissions
Current Status: Closed
whO ARE YOUR OCS?
[ looking at my hands ] that's a good arse question
some other chaotic details
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YEA.......
but WAIT, there's more!!
I'm Catholic and this is crucial to who I am-- God gives me strength every day and fills me with love to give to the world!! <3 I'm a very weak person without God and faith, so if you see any semblence of strength in me, know that is from God.
A side note: Queerness and faith can and do exist together. I am one of many who fall under this category. Many folks consider this to be a 'gray' area (past me included) but if you need to hear it, you are loved by God regardless of your identity and even if I don't know you, I love you.
I'm constantly talking about Lena/Ray but I've essentially adopted them and I do not play the game they're from anymore [Epic Seven]. please assume they are my OCs. i cannot in my good mind suggest anyone play that game anymore because its writing has gone to absolute sh*t
My twitter is basically a JRPG & OC Love Zone. There's a bit of E7 sprinkled in there too but I'm trying to move away from it slowly. I also use lots of capslock because im always excited
I tend to disappear for long periods of time because I need to separate my online life from family life/in person life etc. If I don't reply to things, it's likely not personal I just get overwhelmed easily and can be very forgetful asadfkas;fdlg
if you ever need someone to talk you, you can always DM me. just message me, "hey jabby, are you free to talk" and ill hit you up asap c:
I'm aro/ace so don't romance me, that part of my brain doesn't work. if you wish to petition this (miracle required) please pray liberally and take it up with my dad (God)
Prayer requests are always open (regardless of whether you are of a faith or not) and no concern is too big or small to request. Feel free to DM me if you'd like me to pray for you, and if you'd like to remain anonymous, you can send me an ask on Tumblr. <3
THE PERSON READING THIS IS VERY CUTE!!! I LOVE U
otps (AKA brainworms)
alt title for this page: "jabby, wtf are these fictional characters you keep talking abt!!!!!!"literally no one asked for this page i just. i just . (SHAKES) I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THEM DFSLDJGDFGAF;LSF;ASFklnfdlgf;fbg please feel free to leave this is just for anyone whose curious who the characters are bc i babble about them SO MUCH fsFJASDLKF
☀️🌿 The Perfect Partners - **Ray/Lena ** (aka. Lenaray) • Epic SevenFlavor: warmth & comfort - strength - partners/best friends - ride-or-die - possibly the sweetest thing i've ever shipped - change the world with kindness - occasional angstDescription:
A kind, altruistic, and stubborn charmer & an optimistic, headstrong ball of sunshine.Lenaray is when you take two strong people and you put them together, observing them as they relay positive impact on not only the world around them, but also on each other. Ray is a doctor who runs a clinic for poor people who can't afford healthcare, and Lena puts her own life aside to help him out. The climate they work together in isn't a walk in the park, so they're used to roughing it out constantly. Still, that doesn't seem to get in the way of them getting close. They support eachother constantly, and will always reach out as a team to help others.There's a lot of mutual pining, especially on Ray's end. As he develops feelings for Lena, she leaves to pursue her interests & future before he can tell her properly.Ray has problems with self-worth and doesn't think he can provide Lena with a comfortable future so he's too cowardly to ask her to stay with him forever but he does joke about it. Once.Telegraph of Jabby's thought on them:
Ray basically wraps up all of my socialist/equity values into one character and put them into play on a VERY HANDSOME LAD. Lena takes all of my emotional values and adds backbone and optimism into it WHILE BEING A HOT BUFF GIRL. so these two are a really deadly combo to my poor dokis because they're everything I love shoved in two characters and they just look SO GOOD TOGETHER (i love the very Gender look they have.)To top it off, they're adults!!!! i hc they're in their late 20s/early 30s which is gratifying to my old soul. They're strong enough that they can let go of one another and respect eachothers dreams, even going so far to bite their tongue and hold back feelings to support them....
MY ORIGINAL CHARACTERS ASDLFKasdf;ldf
I have a LOT of original characters (i think about them constantly fdfkmdsf) but below is the squad that you're most likely to see me talking about:
Current Project Title: ???In an unfortunate round-up of 'wrong place, wrong time', four adventurers are bound together via soul-contract to do the dirty work for a corrupt kingdom.
Faelle
Faelle is a chipper member of the Raeias Scholars, a group of elites renowned for their 'modern magic' rooted in music. She is a curious optimist who always tackles situations with the goal of supporting those around her. Her resourcefulness makes her an excellent problem-solver— that is, if the puzzles are intriguing enough to captivate her attention.
avel
Avel is a septum beast, a species of regal shapeshifting guardians who have [recently] been known to go rogue for money. He swathes himself in the public's skewed opinions of his type and wears them with pride. He's not all that gentle with people's feelings unless he wants something from them.
rodrin
Rodrin is the last surviving prince of the Aeriva Kingdom and that tends to be all the world knows about him. He's soft-spoken, calculating, and sometimes surprises people with a streak of stubbornness. He is a prodigy of magic— arguably, scarily so— but his modest nature doesn't allow him to accept people telling him that.
tabby
Tabby is the guild leader of the Fenris and has a tendency to intimidate people upon first impression.
["It's the height," her guildmates would tell her, "you really can't focus when you're bein' loomed over like that—"]
She isn't afraid to speak her mind, which has gotten her in trouble more times than a respected guild leader should've—nonetheless, her inner strength is something that beats with radiant warmth.
Current Project Title: ???This series is self-indulgent to the max; a pair of engaged lovers by the names of Buru and Mikan going on various adventures around the world. It's full of romance, senseless fluff, and adventure. It is a worldbuilding prequel to the title above.
buru
Buru was born among noble lovebirds-- a species of faerie-like creatures that specialize in magic. However, magic bored her and she didn't enjoy the culture around it, despite being good at it. She spends many years trying to explore other avenues of life and is a bit of a black sheep among her kin for deviating from what her species is naturally good at.She eventually drifts away from her hometown, in pursuit of the mentorship of a visiting priest by the name of Shin.She has found a home in Mikan and has a bit of a hard time keeping her cool demeanor when he is around.
Mikan
Mikan is a qilin cleric of noble origins, and was forced to partake in unethical studies by his family when he was younger.He eventually drew a line and left home in pursuit of using his magic for better purposes, preferring to rough it out in the wilds than to suffer in his posh his noble home.He's altrustic, kind, sly, and a little bit mischevious-- all wrapped in a calm, competent disposition.He's helplessly in love with Buru and will often take opportunities to tease her.
here is some very hot q & a based on conversations i've had with numerous strangers who see me drawing on the subway
Q: Do you have a webcomic with your OCS?
A: [clenches fist sadly] no
Q: Are you planning one??
A: YES!! absolutely...i have so many ideas for them
Q, ever genuinely: oh!! when will it come out??
A: H—
thank you for wanting to read about my kids though i'm really happy that you clicked this alskfsdjfsadfsdf ;w;w;;; <3 they are very special to meI hope to work hard and release some real content with them this year!! Even if it's a small zine. Go fight!!
ALTERNATE ACCOUNTS
(more places to scream)
i have a lot of feelings and i have a lot of accounts LKSFASDLJKF