but WAIT, there's more!!
I'm Catholic and this is crucial to who I am-- God gives me strength every day and fills me with love to give to the world!! <3 I'm a very weak person without God and faith, so if you see any semblance of strength in me, know that is from God.
A side note: Queerness and faith can and do exist together. I am one of many who fall under this category. Many folks consider this to be a 'gray' area (past me included) but if you need to hear it, you are loved by God regardless of your identity and even if I don't know you, I love you.
I'm constantly talking about OCs, rarepairs, buff ladies and pretty boys. i LOVE other people's OCs too so expect to see a lot of that too
My twitter is basically a JRPG & OC Love Zone. I'm also into joseimukes lately (Tokyo Debunker & Idolish7)
I also use lots of capslock because im always excited
I tend to disappear for long periods of time because I need to separate my online life from family life/in person life etc. If I don't reply to things, it's likely not personal I just get overwhelmed easily and can be very forgetful asadfkas;fdlg
if you ever need someone to talk you, you can always DM me. just message me, "hey jabby, are you free to talk" and ill hit you up asap c:
I'm aro/ace so don't romance me, that part of my brain doesn't work. if you wish to petition this (miracle required) please pray liberally and take it up with my dad (God) I apparently fell in love with Rune despite being aro/ace and even get to share my faith with them, so miracles do happen. i cherish them deeply and they make me happy so please continue to not romance me (unless you are rune)
Prayer requests are always open (regardless of whether you are of a faith or not) and no concern is too big or small to request. Feel free to DM me if you'd like me to pray for you, and if you'd like to remain anonymous, you can send me an ask on Tumblr. <3
THE PERSON READING THIS IS VERY CUTE!!! I LOVE U
alt title for this page: "jabby, who tf are these fictional characters you keep talking abt!!!!!!"literally no one asked for this page i just. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THEM DFSLDJGDFGAF;LSF;ASFklnfdlgf;fbg please feel free to leave this is just for anyone whose curious who the characters are bc i babble about them SO MUCH fsFJASDLKF
👓🍩 The Niisan Ship - Tenn/Yamato (aka. Tennyama or 29) • Idolish7Flavor: 'let me take care of you' but it's silently executed AND gets uno reversed 299 times - colleagues to friends to (?) - a battle of gay chicken - mutual pining - slow burn - i grew to like you and i'm sorry - i won't tell anyone - i'll forget about it - oh, you don't want me to forget about it? - o-oh....Description:
Imagine you have not one but TWO emotionally constipated people who like to take care of other people, but find it difficult to accept the same care for themselves. They are absolutely dogshit at being honest so it gets SO funny kladjLSFKJSADFLKJ. Even if they have spots of honesty, they are very prone to backpedaling, brushing off their feelings in 'consideration' to the other person, not realizing that the other person feels the same way and then it throws a wrench in everything THeyre so FRICKING fuNNY GJDFLGDJFKLHThey are both 'older brother' figures and not used relying on others. They have a funny power dynamic where Tenn is younger but a senior in the entertainment industry, and Yamato is older but Tenn's junior. Yamato has seen the horrors of the entertainment industry and considers himself 'dirty' while Tenn has dedicated so much of his time to family and work that he missed out on being a kid; he is naive and 'pure' at heart. Yamato has an easygoing (but dilgent!) personality, Tenn is serious and stoic. They are both professionals and who don't drop their guard easily. So imagine how refreshing it is when one of the parties DOES drop their guard. And you kind of want to see more of it. But you're a professional, so you'll only poke that sometimes. And maybe if you work together on a set, you can poke it some more. But only ocassionally.And thus, you put them in the same room and watch them explode inwardly as they mentally and physically try to play a game of gay chicken. They are both cool on the outside, but they become quite clumsy around each other.The Tennyama format is basically admiration/respect -> friends (?) -> texting you and hanging out but i don't know if we're we friends but hey there's this place i wanna take you out for lunch -> we hung out again -> we hung out again.. -> and again... -> hey we are similar and I am comfortable around you -> i am curious about you -> i am comfortable around you -> want to spend more time with you -> oh... wait i might like you? -> I will never tell you because we're professional idols -> I have all these feelings and I'm going to explode -> pretend you don't have feelings -> FAIL -> rinse and repeat until someone fumbles magnificently . and YES this is something they BOTH feelThere are spicy variations too where their relationship is only physical at first, but the mutual pining is always there.I tend to like when Tenn is more dominant between them. Tenn has a tendency to pick on Yamato and he just Lets it Happen. Yamato (canonly!) thinks that Tenn is cute and he is weak to people who are hard working and innocent, and Tenn is both of those things. Add a large helping of feelings into there and Yamato stands no chance against the little angel.ngl I started shipping this as first because they're both my favourite characters, but the JP fandom has a good amount of content for them and it helped me think about them more... I am hooked and will do my best to trailblaze in the ENG fanbase... ! 🥺💚💗Yamato and Tenn's numbers are 2 and 9 respectively. Because of this, you will often find me drawing fanart for them on days that have these numbers (i.e. Feb 9, Sept 2, Sept 29) because I like having excuses to draw them www
☀️🌿 The Perfect Partners - **Ray/Lena ** (aka. Lenaray) • Epic SevenFlavor: warmth & comfort - strength - partners/best friends - ride-or-die - possibly the sweetest thing i've ever shipped - change the world with kindness - occasional angstDescription:
A kind, altruistic, and stubborn charmer & an optimistic, headstrong ball of sunshine.Lenaray is when you take two strong people and you put them together, observing them as they relay positive impact on not only the world around them, but also on each other. Ray is a doctor who runs a clinic for poor people who can't afford healthcare, and Lena puts her own life aside to help him out. The climate they work together in isn't a walk in the park, so they're used to roughing it out constantly. Still, that doesn't seem to get in the way of them getting close. They support eachother constantly, and will always reach out as a team to help others.There's a lot of mutual pining, especially on Ray's end. As he develops feelings for Lena, she leaves to pursue her interests & future before he can tell her properly.Ray has problems with self-worth and doesn't think he can provide Lena with a comfortable future so he's too cowardly to ask her to stay with him forever but he does joke about it. Once.Telegraph of Jabby's thought on them:
Ray basically wraps up all of my socialist/equity values into one character and put them into play on a VERY HANDSOME LAD. Lena takes all of my emotional values and adds backbone and optimism into it WHILE BEING A HOT BUFF GIRL. so these two are a really deadly combo to my poor dokis because they're everything I love shoved in two characters and they just look SO GOOD TOGETHER (i love the very Gender look they have.)To top it off, they're adults!!!! i hc they're in their late 20s/early 30s which is gratifying to my old soul. They're strong enough that they can let go of one another and respect eachothers dreams, even going so far to bite their tongue and hold back feelings to support them....
I have a LOT of original characters (i think about them constantly fdfkmdsf) but below is the squad that you're most likely to see me talking about:
Current Project Title: ???In an unfortunate round-up of 'wrong place, wrong time', four adventurers are bound together via soul-contract to do the dirty work for a corrupt kingdom.
Faelle
Faelle is a chipper member of the Raeias Scholars, a group of elites renowned for their 'modern magic' rooted in music. She is a curious optimist who always tackles situations with the goal of supporting those around her. Her resourcefulness makes her an excellent problem-solver— that is, if the puzzles are intriguing enough to captivate her attention.
rodrin
Rodrin is the last surviving prince of the Aeriva Kingdom and that tends to be all the world knows about him. He's soft-spoken, calculating, and sometimes surprises people with a streak of stubbornness. He is a prodigy of magic— arguably, scarily so— but his modest nature doesn't allow him to accept people telling him that.
tabby
Tabby is the guild leader of the Fenris and has a tendency to intimidate people upon first impression.
["It's the height," her guildmates would tell her, "you really can't focus when you're bein' loomed over like that—"]
She isn't afraid to speak her mind, which has gotten her in trouble more times than a respected guild leader should've—nonetheless, her inner strength is something that beats with radiant warmth.
Current Project Title: ???This series is self-indulgent to the max; a pair of engaged lovers by the names of Buru and Mikan going on various adventures around the world. It's full of romance, senseless fluff, and adventure. It is a worldbuilding prequel to the title above.
buru
Buru was born among noble lovebirds-- a species of faerie-like creatures that specialize in magic. However, magic bored her and she didn't enjoy the culture around it, despite being good at it. She spends many years trying to explore other avenues of life and is a bit of a black sheep among her kin for deviating from what her species is naturally good at.She eventually drifts away from her hometown, in pursuit of the mentorship of a visiting priest by the name of Shin.She has found a home in Mikan and has a bit of a hard time keeping her cool demeanor when he is around.
Mikan
Mikan is a qilin cleric of noble origins, and was forced to partake in unethical studies by his family when he was younger.He eventually drew a line and left home in pursuit of using his magic for better purposes, preferring to rough it out in the wilds than to suffer in his posh his noble home.He's altrustic, kind, sly, and a little bit mischevious-- all wrapped in a calm, competent disposition.He's helplessly in love with Buru and will often take opportunities to tease her.
here is some very hot q & a based on conversations i've had with numerous strangers who see me drawing on the subway
Q: Do you have a webcomic with your OCS?
A: [clenches fist sadly] no
Q: Are you planning one??
A: YES!! absolutely...i have so many ideas for them
Q, ever genuinely: oh!! when will it come out??
A: H—
thank you for wanting to read about my kids though i'm really happy that you clicked this alskfsdjfsadfsdf ;w;w;;; <3 they are very special to meI hope to work hard and release some real content with them this year!! Even if it's a small zine. Go fight!!
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i have a lot of feelings and i have a lot of accounts LKSFASDLJKF